Internship just sux!

I'm so tired, so sleepy, so restless!
Crawling up early in the morning is killing me.
My bio-clock can't seem to adapt to the change of timings.
I dread going to work.
I black out almost everyday while chatting on msn.
I got to fill up the damn SIP log book everyday to record what I've done.
I got to send e-journals to LO.
I got to make sure I dun get fired. <---tis sux totally.
So lowly paid and yet got to OT like a cow.
Working life is sooo boring.

I'm not a cow.
I dun wanna work!
I got about 7 more weeks of torture to endure.
I'm gonna die!
I think I'm too stressed out.

Which idiot set the rule that one muz go through attachment b4 he/she can attained the diploma! You MTF!

I must be positive! *SCREAMS*

...

I went back and thought it over.
I do not know whether if you are joking or not.
But you certainly sound so serious.
With that, I feeling so worthless and I'm starting to have doubts.
I do not know what to do.
I'm tired.
I'm gone.

Untitled by SImple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Bombing paid off!

Look at that...My exam results sux big time!

AY 2005/2006 MAY SEMESTER
BAF3011 Managerial Accounting 1 - C+
BBS3001 Human Resource Development - Distinction
BBS3002 Performance & Compensation Management - B+
BHT2005 Event Management - C+
BHT2010 Special Interest Tourism - C+
BSI3002 Student Internship Programme - In Progress
GCD1003 Applied Principles for Effective Living 3 - Pass

GPA still so slow cannot make it!

Swimming & Hair

Shucks! Went swimming and my hair is like grass now! So messy so damage so dry so much fly aways and white hair! >.< Its like worst than before! I can't even use my fingers to comb through them boohoohoo!

I thought of the following but...
Rebonding - Rebond liao cannot swim.
Treatment - Pocket got hole.
DIY Treatment - Lazy (Guess I will still go for this when I can get my ass moving)

Any suggestions?

Had a webcam session with Ming Shu. Idiot woman was showing off her newly rebonded hair, keep on flipping! But her friends say she look as though shes wearing a wig -.-" Jealous la hair so straight so tidy =( Gonna see her during SIP Launch tomorrow! Gonna pluck all her hair out!

First Day of SIP

Dragged to wake myself to prepare myself for work! First day of SIP and everything is so dreadful! By the time I finished ironing my blouse and pants, I don't have much time left boo! Hence, pia a cab down to lavander mrt to meet WeiJie. Idiot, he say I should have take cab directly to the building instead of meeting him! Guess he meant well but meet him oso muz gey gao -.-"

Reached the office, filled the application form den went through a super brief orientation bout the company. I got posted to this lady named Angeline, old hag =x. Shes working on the events she hand on hands alone and I'm the only one to help her -.-" while WeiJie got posted to the ITMA department, huge event coming up at expo this October!

Took over task and duties from XiaoJun, the intern previously under Angeline. Was so blur when she showed me the P&L, quotations, invitation list etc. Aga get the idea hope everything will go one fine ba. Den, Angeline suddenly say 1pm got meeting! wad the fish means i cant go fer lunch with XiaoJun grr! No choice grab some stuff from the canteen rush down to the office and set off. Sian, its only the first day of SIP nd I must attend meeting at MCYS! Super scary lo...but everything was easy la...since i dunno anything seat dere diam diam take down notes! Sway...back at the office she ask mi to write minutes of the meeting! Super sian! First day worked slightly OT liao -.-"

Tomorrow is another dreadful day =(

Drained out!

I'm gonna faint! I too tired, too shag to sleepy for anything now!
Worked at a shoe warehouse sale yesterday and the day before, thanks to Dawn for her lobang! Stand fer like 12 hours 2 days straight and my feets are breaking! The people there are fine, espically when those who work with me are my friends. But there's an exception, that sickening woman nicknamed "bibi"! Why "bibi"? Cause she told the girls handling the mens department to squeeze their boobs while serving customer (the men of cause)! I simply hate her! Why? Those down at the event should know!

Today, went to school for the SIP breifing! I was late thanks to the shoe warehouse sale. Was so freaking shag that I couldn't wake my ass up. And the company I'm assigned to is not TTG Asia! Its Meeting Planners situated at Kallang area, superb near my house! Which means i get to sleep more in the morning! They are paying me $450, at least not the minimum rate. But, the working hours is irregular! When there's a event going on, I'm gonna be dead as I will be workign more than 12 hours daily till the event ends. =( But heck it, wait till it start then say ba!

Bought lunch for mad after the meeting then proceed down to TM to look fer her, as well as WORK! Leg aching still must sell ice cream, wanna cry le! And the worst thing happen! RAINING! Not drizzle but heavy rain! Me and mad were drenched, faster closed te stall den head down to CS for dinner. Mad wanted to eat snake claiming that Benny would not be so mindful that he will come straight down to the stall to take a look. But she was wrong! He called so we had to rush back to the stall boo!

So now...its time to SLEEP!

Bye bye exams...

Finally I've reached the last day of examinations! Looking back the past few papers, I really do not have confident in any of the papers! With the tiny bit of information my pea brain can accomodate, I bomb all the theories that I felt that is related to what the answer should be! I did write long paragraph of words alright! Thats shows how skilled I'm in bragging out rubbish! Let hope I do get GOOD results from the skillful bombing!

Since its all over, I shouldn't ponder over it. Now I shall complete my SIP at the same time wait for the sms that will surprise me with the shocking exam results! Speaking of SIP, it god damn ruined my schedule for the whole of next week. My SIP liasion officer called right after my last paper, informing me that he/she would like to meet me up to discuss about whatever is related to SIP? And was told that the company proposed to send us down to work on the 14th of Sep! Grr...now I can't sell Walls and serve Diaso! *watch $$ flys*

So now what?
Am I really gonna start work so soon? (I'm not ready)
Do I still need to attend the SIP launch?
What company is employing me? (Izzit TTG Aisa?)
How much are they gonna pay me? (More than $420 pretty please?)
What are my roles and responsibilities? (I want something slack can?)
Do I have to wear so formal?
Are the people nice?

Acutally, quite regretted of the selection I've made. Should have choosen HR instead of Toursim but well, its the experience gained that counts! Since I had my attachment at Kelly Services already, its time to try out some Toursim. I might fall for Toursim after all!

Thanks to the above, now I have to inform all the respective people being affected, caused by me who cannot turn up for work. Did I mentioned I bought a Esprit Top for $14? Haha 70% discount is shiok!

The inner part of my eyelids at my left eye hurts (the bone there). Dunno whats wrong but guess its really time for me to get some check up done, get glasses or contacts before I turn blind! I want to see Wei Choong de! =D~

Bad Monday!

Damn it I hate school. Main examination starts today and I can't do my first papers! Prays hard for a pass. I know I'm weak with numbers, I put in extra effort for this subject but yet I still can't solve the questions. Am I dumb? or I just can't do anything with numbers? My past subjects, be it economics or statistic, as long as calculation is required I will only score a C or D grade. What the hell is wrong with me! argh!! Amazingly I can explain the concepts to people around me and yet I can't do the exam paper! Freaking hell this is getting on my nerves! I HATE YOU NUMBERS!

Anyway, reached school damn early today so that I can revised and prepare myself for the 'war'. Stayed in the library for about 4 hours doing tutorials and past paper. I can do them mind you! Never it occured to me that I can sit still for such a long period of time revising and revising. I tend to get distracted easily, but I was not this time round. BUT...the outcome is just too horrible!

I hate you mathematics, I hate you numericals, I hate you all!

New Blog...

I tried to change the template of the previous and I got so fustrated with it! So now this is a replacement as I can't be bothered to touch that site anymore. I wan something really simple and yet i couldn't find any hence, defaults are still the best! Isn't the green soothing to your eyes? Hoho!

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